Further into the rabbit hole (Jan 26)

Now, I have listed the goods and bads that were in my life as I said I would. Then after I list them, I would come up with some things in order to make the bads into goods and the goods even better.

Goods:
-Dating Tiffany
-Having Friends
-Living and being me

Bads:
-Drama
-Stress
-Losing close people

Now drama and stress can be put together, so how could I turn them into good? Well it will take time to turn them into good but when I graduate, they will all go away. Now losing close people can also take time too. I just try to dwell on the good times and never on the bad. It helps a lot to think positive.

Now on to the next subject: Going further into the rabbit hole. As we left off, life is like a rabbit hole, there are tons of different types...how could you know which one is the right one to go in. Well we said to just take the chance and go the extra mile. Now we are at the stage in which you just take another step further. Where you venture around in the rabbit hole to see what it will unravel. Some of you might be thinking "why should I listen to you" or "why should I take the chance when I know what will happen". Well for many of the millions of people that live on this earth, even me, they tend to assume and think that when they assume that their life is ending, that they should end it quickly. I believe that it's not the case. I think they should challenge the future and see if it will back down. Sometimes, drama and stress tend to bluff about that kind of stuff so what I think you should do is just bluff back and make it think that you wont give up and show no mercy.

As you go further into the rabbit hole, what do you think you will see? Will you see it empty? Vacant? Or will you see mysterious creatures and magic at every turn? I bet now, you might think I'm some crazy typer and that I don't know what I'm saying. Maybe it is you that doesn't understand what I am saying...yet. Try to think it this way. If you see life empty and vacant, then that is what you will keep thinking later on in life. Do you try to think of life as lifeless? Because that defeats the purpose of the meaning life. Life is an object in which produces in some way in order to sustain what we hold now. If life were lifeless, then the word life would have no meaning what so ever. Now after I have said that, would you still think of life as vacant or lifeless? If so, then you need to talk to someone about what is going on inside of you, because there is no way or reason why you should think of life like that.

Now if you see life as a mysterious yet magically place, then maybe this means that you are ready for adventure and never afraid to take a risk. Even though this is great, this could also lead to many problems. Problems such as not seeing the realistic side of life, not listening to what other people see, and many more. Life in general is like chess. Chess is a hard, yet smart game in which you must choose every turn like if it was your last. If you mess up once, then you might lose the game for good. Life is like this so closely because you have no replay button or rewind button. You are recording what you see and do and it is permanently there, until you forget about it.

Imagine this. While you are walking further into the rabbit hole, do you walk scarcely or do you walk with pride and no fear at all. Now before you answer, think of it carefully. You are walking into uncharted territory and you have no map, no light, and no way to escape. How do you know you are going the right way? What is considered your light? What is considered your map? Where do you think you will end up when you find the light at the end of the hole? Those questions will lead us to our next segment tomorrow (or whenever I can get back on).

This is the closure for tonight and I hope this made sense to you. I hope you have a good night and sweetdreams. NIGHT PEEPS!!!

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-The Jap Files

Life...A Maze? (Jan.24)

   
Quote of the Day:

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us."
-Helen Keller

    
    Sorry people. I just thought I could take a break from the challenge and talk about something else. Now I wanted to talk about life and what I think about it. Now this can lead to so many rabbit holes, but try to keep up. Now I'm not saying that these "rabbit holes" are pointless and there is only one right one, I'm just simply saying that it's all based on preference. Now, back to what I was talking about. Life is like a maze...there is only one way in and out. There are so many "dead ends", but once you learn the route, it's a piece of cake. Now imagine yourself being put in a maze by the "upper power"(whether you believe in God or something else, just didn't want to offend anyone), how would you take the maze? What I'm saying is that what would you do first in order to achieve the goal? Will you just run until you hit a wall or will you take small steps. Now I'm not saying there is a certain way to take on a maze (because I always go to the finish and head to the start to beat the maze. haha). Just think outside the box.


    Let's say you take the maze on and run after it, what would be the outcome? Think of this, let's say you are having a rough time in life right now and you think there is no way out, will you just jump the gun and immediately do something drastic, or will you keep pushing? If any one of y'all have seen The Matrix, where Neo faces his fate, and Morpheus gives him two decisions....return back to his dream life or go further into the rabbit hole. He decides to go further, so he could find out what life is really about. Now think of this, imagine being Neo...what would you do? Would you go further into the rabbit hole or go back into a dream, a trance, in which life seem lifeless? Now take that same analogy and put it back into the maze scenario. Running through the maze and hitting a wall soon enough is like going back to the trance in which nothing happened, except that your late for work, and your boss is furious. Would you still run through? Not worrying about what happens? Or would you take steps to know what really is going to happen later on.


    Now that you have thought about that, let's go to the other end of the universe. Let's say you take little steps through the maze, looking at each and every detail so that you do not make the same mistake twice, would it be worth it? Would it be worth it to take all that time to make sure you do not make the same mistake twice? Where it might take twice as long to find the "exit" instead of just guessing? In the movie The Matrix, Neo decides to take the chance and go further into the rabbit hole, what happens next. He awakens for the first time and finds out that he was trapped by the machines in which he wanted to destroy. In which he thought he could defeat...but he didn't see them like this. Then Morpheus finds him and saves him from the machines....for the moment. Now back to what I was saying, what if you did what Neo did, where you took the chance and saw what could happens next instead of assuming what happens next. How would this affect your life from then on?
   
    Many people in this world think that when life (the machines) brings them down and holds them there, that they think that either it's their time to leave the planet, or to change what and who they are. They assume  that they should change so that society and life will become better. Well I'm about to prove that wrong. In the Bible (sorry to people if I offend them), God told his people that there would be trials and tribulations in which we ALL must endure. In which we ALL will take into our life, that NO ONE was left out of the trials, so that God could determine how strong we are mentally, and physically. Basically we are God's "lab rats" and he wants us to become stronger so that we can face on the trials that life brings to us. Now everything happens for a reason and that the trials that you receive might not be the same as the other person next to you. We are all unique, but together...through Christ, we are all equal.


    I hope that I have gave you some advice in which you can take into account and if you have any questions or problems, you can email me at thejapfiles@gmail.com(please no hate mail). I would like people to go home, and get a piece of paper out. On that piece of paper, I would like you to draw a T-Chart. On the left side, put Good, and on the right, put Bad. Now on the Good side, list all of the good things that has happened to you and the Good things that you have done. On the right, list what you think were bad in your life. Now once you complete that, look at the Bad side. What could YOU do to change those into Good? How could you improve what you wrote in order to know more about you and more about life up ahead? I hope these questions will help you. I will post another blog dealing with life and what I put in my list, so I can be part of this. I hope everyone has a great night and great sleep. Night Peeps!!! <(^.^)>

Day 21 - Picture of Yourself

Well today, I am showing a picture of myself. Well anyways. I'm the person on the right (haha I know right?!?!). The lovely person on my left is my beautiful girlfriend. I love her to death and she is my longest relationship that I ever have. Her name is Tiffany Amber Meadows. I love her and I hope she feels the same. Well I'm off to bed. NIGHT PEEPS!!!!!



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-The Jap Files

Day 20 - Nicknames

Now I don't know if I'm suppose to say what I have been called or what I call people. But I'll just go with the first one because I'm really tired and feel like I need some sleep.
Now people call me "jap" because I'm half Japanese. I think it's cool that they call me that because no one else is called that either. I guess that's why they call it nicknames. haha. Anyways, I've also been called Japapeno because some people think I'm half mexican and half japanese. I also think that that's funny as well.  Well those are my two nicknames and I love them both. Well I'm off to bed, school's tomorrow. Oh well. NIGHT PEEPS!!!!

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-The Jap Files

Day 19 - Something You Miss

So today, I am here to talk about something that I miss. Well I miss a ton of stuff but I'll list only one. Something that I miss, other than my dear girlfriend, is when people use to get along and never have to fight. I miss when people use to be polite and always helpful.

Today, people are now hostile and turning their what you could say their instincts, into the stage of survival because of the rising taxes and rising gas prices, not to mention the 2012 situation that everyone is talking about one way or another. I remember when people use to not worry about the economy and the prices of gas and taxes because they were so low. Now since that they have risen and the economy has because more of a threat, people now think it's a great time to panic and turn to survival of the fittest.

Now I know that isn't the only thing that we are facing. Since about 2003, we have been fighting a war overseas to get oil, protect our freedom, and to eliminate the enemy. I think that they are just trying to bully other small countries just to prove that we are better than them. Also, they want another excuse to get more money from us, the American society. I just wish we could stop the war and all of this madness and go back to politeness and peace and justice.

This is something that I miss deeply. Well, I'm off to bed. NIGHT PEEPS

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-The Jap Files

Day 18 - Something I Regret (January 4th)

Well today I am suppose to discuss about something that I regret. Well if I had a time machine and were able to back in time and change everything that I regretted, then I could call myself perfect, but life doesn't allow me or anyone else to do that so that's why we say "learn from your past, so history doesn't repeat".
One thing that I regret is the way I treated people and wish they could forgive me for the past things that has happened. Another thing that I regret is not taking advantage of friends and how hanging out with them can help you in the long run. The third thing I regret is how the family situation that is going on with me is going. I wish that my mom and dad never divorced and wished that they would get along. Even though they got divorced doesn't mean that they should be enemies and not talk. I mean they have me, their son, and that what happened in the past has affected me and still does because there could have been many things that could of happened that would make life better.
Theses are the things that I regret and wish it could be fixed. Well I hope everyone has a great night because I'm headed to bed. NIGHT PEEPS!!!!

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-The Jap Files

Back To The Challenge - Day 17: Something You Look Forward To

So as I agreed to do yesterday, I have started back on my challenge. This day is about what I am looking forward to. Well I'm looking forward to many things but my favorite thing is graduating from high school. When I do graduate from high school, it will make me relax and relieve me of stress and plus it will let me achieve what my goal is. Even though there were so many memories with high school, I have to say that I am glad that I will be able to graduate and not worry about waking up early to get ready to learn about George Washington or the kinetic energy of an item. I can also gain some more money working and there for help me with saving up for things I want. Well this is what I am looking forward to. I hope everyone has a great night. NIGHT PEEPS!!!!

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-The Jap Files

The New Year! (January 1st)

Alright my fellow readers. Let me take this time to say that I am deeply sorry for not keeping up with the 30-day challenge. I hope that you understand and hope you will forgive me. Now that I have said that, I will continue the challenge on my next blog and will keep up with the challenge. As everyone knows, it is now 2011 (one more year until 2012), and everyone makes up a resolution in which will either be forgotten or broken before the year is over. My resolution is to not fight as much as last year with my girlfriend and to keep this blog up to date(if I have Internet available and all goes well). I hope everyone keeps up with their resolution and if you would like to share yours, just post a comment and I will comment back. I am also thinking about re-signing into a twitter but I do not know if it is worth it or not, if you would like to say what you think, then just comment as well. I hope everyone has a great night and tomorrow will be a new day. NIGHT PEEPS!!!!

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-The Jap Files