Life, Friends, & A Nice Cup Of Tea (September 30th)

Well today was very nice. Everything was average and what not. As the topic says, we will talk about life. I see life as a game that you can never let go off...no reset buttons...all you can do is...play on. In life, its similar to a game because you must make very complicated and sophisticated decisions that will alter your life for good. Your life could start as a bad life then turn good...or good to bad...or anything to that sort. The only way you can beat this game is by making your life the way YOU want it to be. Now I'm not saying just go with what you think you should do because then you could be anti-social and not have a shoulder to lean on. That is why friends are called friends.
Your friends are there to help you when you are down, to be there when you need advice, or jsut there to laugh with when you have a funny joke or saw something funny. A friend should never let another fellow friend falter in the cracks of which where he or she could become a different person. When I mean by a different person is that they change in which they see life in a bad way and end up not trusting in anyone or being alone. I know this is rare for me to say this but in the Bible, it talks about how a friend is there no matter what. The Bible verse says this: "A man of many companions may come to ruin, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother (Proverbs 18:24 New International Version)." Now this Bible verse still applies to the ladies. Like I said, no matter what happens, a friend will ALWAYS help you up when you are down. Another verse is Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 which says: "If one falls down, his friend can help him up. But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up! (New King James Version)." When I'm at school, I see friends left and right and it makes me wonder if they would help me when I'm down. I know what your probably thinking..."how would I know if you would help me up when I'm down?"
Well when I see somebody having trouble (or try to see), I try to help them no matter what they say or do. I want to be the friend that is there no matter what and there to make them laugh and what not. In the Bible it says "He saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit(Titus 3:5)." Now God is a friend to us and he DIED for us, just so we didn't fall into the cracks of sin. He took his life, so that we might be able to live, and help our fellow friends when they are slipping. Now I know I just probably did a Bible lesson but I just thought that throughout my day today. I know that I'm not perfect and I never said that thoughout this, and also that I'm not trying to tell anyone that this is what they should do with their life. I am just expressing what I think the definition of life and a friend is.
I hope everyone had a great day today and hope that everyone has a great time tomorrow. I wish everyone a great life and I also hope that no one ever thinks that they do not have a friend, because if you think that, then they must not know who there All-Star friend is that always has his or her back. (a.k.a. God) I also want to say that the Bible verses were not suppose to offend anyone in that nature and that it was a reference in which was easy for me to find. I hope everyone has a goodnight sleep and tomorrow will be a new blog (just might be around 1 a.m. due to work :P). Please tell your friends about my blog and if you have anything you want me to talk about, email me or (if you know me), tell me in person. Thank you for reading this blog(even though it was long) and hope you have a great night.

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September 27th - One Day

Well today was really great today. I got to see my wonderful girlfriend and we talked more than ever before. I love her to death and never will let go off her. As today went on and the day grew shorter, I kept on having a better day. I had to work today and I can't wait to get my pay check. I need money so badly (lol). I was talking to a couple of my friends and we debated about the human mind and if there is such thing as "telepathic motion". We went back and forth about it and my standing was that there is a thing such as that. I say that because if you think about something really hard (without hurting yourself) that you brain will "talk" to the other brain that you are thinking will "talk back". An example is if a guy is walking and he has a pencil in his hand and you focus on him dropping it, it would more than likely happen one way or another. Sometimes, it never works but its because of the brain activity (as some scientist say).
Anyways (OMG I SPACED THE BLOG!!! XD), I had a great time today and now I'm blogging about it and your probably reading this. I think it's funny that you are reading this sentence because there is no reason to read this sentence right here XD.

Well I hope everyone has a great night and a great rest of the day. Everyone stay safe

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well then...another one bites the dust (September 16th)

Well I guess now I can't say what is on my mind because people are just going to get mad over what I can say on MY OWN BLOG....
I just don't understand this...a blog is like a diary, of course people will talk about whatever they want, but I can't believe that what I said went as far as it did (I can't say because of people). Now I work for just brickoven and I just have to finish my paper-work before I can actually work. I went to the football game and that was chaos. At least now I am at home and I can rest my head and just forget about all the absurd things that went on. I'm so mad that people got offended that I said that I don't get paid much and what I say on my blog. This is MY blog right??? If it is, then why do I have people coming up to me getting mad over things that only happened for one day. I mean really...I can't say what is on my mind??? If I can't then that conflicts the freedom to speak right and the right domain right. I could go off and name people and be mean but no, I never named anyone or anything. I was blunt and broad and no one could guess unless they knew. So for anyone that will get mad over a couple of words and this blog, then I never said you had to look at my blog or that you had to see it because that was your own decision to see what I say so basically what happened that dealt with me was not my fault at all. I just can't wait until things get better. Which it's coming up hopefully.
My teacher told me what I could and all that and that I also might get paid for some filming later on if his plan follows through. I can't believe people are trying to do whatever it takes to put me down. I mean I'm not even that important nor am I even worth trying to put down because I am just one piece to a puzzle. So if you are going to get mad over me talking out my mind then don't bother reading because there is no point when all people (that are gonna get mad) do is just try to find things to frame me in and put me down. Well I'm off to bed and going to have fun tomorrow. Hope everyone has a great night and a brighter tomorrow. LATER PEEPS


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Hmm....calm is key to life, without calm, there is no life.... (September 15)

    People say (or at least some people say) that I come up with some nice quotes and that right there means a lot to me. Like for example, "calm is key to life, without calm, there is no life". When I say that, I mean when you are not calm (or when your body isn't calm), you tend to stress out easily and not think. When the world is passing by and you do not have time to breathe, then your body isn't calm. When I mean by that there is no life, I mean there is no time to relax and chill and enjoy life. I don't mean anything suicidal and for people to take it offensive so please don't take it wrong.
    When drama is going around school and you are pushed for time, then you have no calmness but you have (what I call) darkness. Darkness (I refer to as) is when you have nothing but work and school and no break and you run none stop to get everything done. Personally I have darkness because the fact that I have no time (unless I'm lucky) to have a break. I get stressed out easily and I know that but what I do is to find my calm (which is paintball) and that helps a lot. When people try to bring drama near me and put me down, I do push-ups or any exercise to get my mind off of that. Lately, people come up to me and try to throw things at my face, but I try to stand strong and hold my walls.
    I don't know if I will ever have a break (maybe I'll have a break when I die) because I'm like a horse, I don't stop working until I literally pass out or die. I try to achieve everything while doing my chores but sometimes that never happens. I always tell myself, "pearls before swine". What I mean is that I try to give people my all and they either accept it or put it down the drain. I have seen lately in my eyes people have become more...aggressive. Everyone thinks they can solve anything by fighting or drinking or doing drugs. I sit here and just type my feelings and for anyone to read these posts, have full rights to either close out this page or read. If you do read them, I hope you may help. For those who close the page, I thank you for coming and hope you may help others with their calm and for them to live lives and become happy. I always tell people, "I do not care if I am happy, as long as you are happy and living your life as you want it to, then I will be happy". People always tell me, "we want you happy to", and I simply say "I don't care". I never mean that in a bad way, I simply say that because I will only be happy if the world will be happy. I have given up on trying to make myself happy because that will never work.
    I got invited to a movie night but I don't know now if I will go because of conflicts that just took place. I wouldn't mind going but I do not want to make anyone mad or anyone annoyed due to me being there. I have saw a quote one time that said "if you find your goal and you have two paths to take, how will you go about taking those paths? By guessing which one to take or by following what your mind and heart say?". What I think it meant was that once you have set a goal, you will find obstacles. When you arrive at the obstacles, how will you be able to overcome them? By just simply choosing one and not the other and go from there or actually set down what you know and think where you should go. I might be wrong but no one has came up to me and told me different. Well I will stop here and simply close by saying this: "when you calm your soul, your mind will react and be calm. When your mind is calm, then so will your heart...then body...then your atmosphere." I hope everyone has a great night and a good tomorrow. LATER PEEPS!!


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September 14: Today's History (lol)

Today was a great day, school was awesome and so was the homework provided by half of my teachers. If none of yall caught that, then that was called sarcasm. I'm laying here on my laptop, which somehow has Mac OS X, and Windows 7 (when I only have Windows Vista), and I'm just typing away while secretly trying to find something to talk about. Well this morning, I got a lot of props about me being on tv (for the lunch menu) and some people thought it was funny, and some just simply said that they saw me on tv. It got annoying after about fourth period because EVERYONE said they saw me and I was like ok????? your point. I guess people still think it's cool to be on tv (kudos for us) and that they wouldn't mind being on camera. Well now since I've been in broadcasting for three years that I have gotten use to being on tv and all that so I guess it was just me. Also, today during lunch, some kid (idk but he was weird), was trying to steal some handcuffs and try to walk away from it, until we found out they were stolen. My friend and I started to search people and then we realize that they guy (the weird guy) was recently there so we went to get there. When we talked to him, my friend saw that he had a key to handcuffs so he was suspicious. Well my friend patted him down and he found nothing, then the teacher patted him down and found the cuffs in his sleeves. Man that guy got caught in front of a lot of people and idk what happened to him. I laughed and plus when we walked up to him, it looked like he was going to fight back but it would have been a bad move, because if he hit me or my friend, the other person would of taken him down and put him in handcuffs. So I thought it was funny. The day went by pretty quick and I was glad that it did.

Band Practice was after school...well around 5 but it was after school and that was okay, saw a bunch of my friends and we had fun. Happy Birthday Sierra!!! lol. Well now i'm headed to go eat and get something to drink because I'm hungry and thirsty so I guess this is my closure. I hope everyone has a great night and a good tomorrow. LATER PEEPS!!!!


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Requested Blog: Paragraphs

I got a request from one of my friends (tessa) and she keeps on harrassing me about me not putting paragraphs in my blogs because they are hard to follow. Well the reason I don't put paragraphs in my blogs, because one, I type really fast and I don't want to forget what I am saying because once I forget, it usually doesn't come back, two, I don't care if there are paragraphs on here or not because I'm the author and my english teachers' tell me to never criticize what the author does or say so take that.

Here is a paragraph just for the selected person that who knows who I'm talking about....tessa..lol. I think paragraphs are just things that are added to make english harder to understand, I mean we can read and write but why should we indent and all that jazz when people can read this either way. No matter if it's easier or not, I just think it's lazy for people to add paragraphs because it takes up space (yes I want to save trees) and plus sooner or later my hand will hurt (from writing....pervs). But now paragraphs aren't all that bad, there are some people that can't read large amounts of words at one time, due to the disablity of not reading a lot. Oh well. Well that is about it on what I have to say about paragraphs and about my blog, I hope eveyone has a great rest of the day and email me if you want me to talk about anything....LATER PEEPS!!!!!

Would I be considered a hacker????

I've always wondered if I would be considered a hacker because I jail-broke my iPhone and made my computer have vista, mac, and linux (all three yes). What would you really consider a hacker??? Like when people "hack" into anything (bank accounts, user names, The Pentagon, etc.), would they be considered "hacking" or would they be considered as smart and able to find someone elses mistakes (back-doors, keys, etc). I mean, I could say that I'm just smart enough to change some things on my phone where I'm able to add themes and change the font and all that....and that I'm able to get all three OS systems on my computer by partitioning them together. I mean hack seems harsh when people say that. Also, I think when people use limewire and "hack" music, I say that they are just borrowing the music so they can show other people what other types of music there is out there....sooner or later that person (that made the music) could become famous from that "hack". I mean look at how music has evolved because of "hackers", I think that hackers are a key part to our society. I know even the government has hackers but I always wondered if those hackers have ever used there powers for personal use....and where they can get away with it, because they know every type of firewall and back door that the military has. I mean bet one hacker could bribe his friends (other hackers) and they could form up and send missiles anywhere they want. I mean yeah they do sit in front of a computer all day but they have some powerful stuff in their hands. To go back to my topic question...I bet I would be considered a low-class hacker because I'm not into hacking anything major, just whatever makes me happy. I also love it that people think it's bad to "hack". While they were working on their cars and what not, there were people fighting to make sure that john (example) had his daily dose of porn and his daily farmville updates. I mean there are people that protect computers all over the world. If no one protected the computers and all that jazz, then I bet right now there would be people firing missiles at everyone else because they had the power to do so. I think that we (the U.S.) are based on the terms of that "we push other people around physically to prove that we have the balls to kick anyone's ass and that we never needed computers to help anyone because our society is lazy". Well I understand the lazy part (which i am far from lazy) but there are some good things that came from inventing the computer, such as internet and easier business handling and communicating with other countries. This could go on back and forth about hacking is good or bad but my vote is that hacking is good when used for a logical reason....and that I think I would be considered a hacker. Well i'll see everyone bright and early tomorrow....night peeps

F*** F*** F***!!!!! UGH!!!

Well today was ok....rude people are starting to make me mad. For anyone that reads this and know they are rude to people....I do not care what you think of what I say because rude people (I Believe) have no rights to speak when they have nothing good to say. I hate it when people tell you to talk and then when you start to talk, the person stops talking even though they tell you to start talking. In order for a conversation to start then BOTH people must talk but apparently that will not work for me....oh well....i tried but i hate when I just get chewed out for someone else's actions. THAT PISSES ME OFFF!!!! Also when you have a problem with something or someone and you don't tell anyone (or esp. the person) then when you ask them what happened or why haven't they done anything and they yell at you because we are suppose to read minds and know.....that is my major pet pev. That will make me mad and say a couple of selective words to them and then tell them to use their mind and do something to fix it. Also when they continue to yell or something and then you tell them to calm down as nice as u can and then they yell at you more because of what you said. That makes me furious when you try to be nice and fix things yet people still stay rude without a thank-you or an appreciation. I wish people would stop being rude and actually stop trying to stress other people out and ruin their day. Now I bet money that I will get someone mad at me because I can't type what I wanna say and they ASSUME that it deals with them. If you assume, it makes an ass outta you and me. (assume). I don't like it when people assume, i wish they would have reasons on why they ask......ugh. And it seems like certain people don't love me anymore and that certain people don't care how I feel when I'm hurt or lonely or feel like crap. Well on the bright side, our team one on a nail-breaking score of 24 to 25 (I think) and boy I was nervous. Oh well....now i'm tired and a lot of things are on my mind and I thank all my friends for the support on some of the issues. Well now I'm gonna go to bed. Night everyone!!!