Yesterday was pretty hectic. We stayed busy from the time I got to work, to the time I got off work. I don't mind working, just you start to get hot and lose focus from time to time and then you lose track of time (haha). Well I finally get to relax and I can't wait until tomorrow(saturday) because then marching competition begins and I can't wait to show Arkansas what Cabot High School has to offer. Well my girlfriend is asleep (sad and sad) and I miss her to death. I love her and never wanna lose her but I still get the feeling that I will because idk.... I worry about that and I wish I could know if she feels the same way I do (about how I love her). I keep having nightmares about her leaving me or cheating on me or doing things behind my back but she tells me she won't do that but I still get the feeling that she will and that she doesn't care for my feelings. I love her hugs and her kisses and love how shes happy with me...but I always doubt myself. Does she really mean it? Does she mean all of this? Idk but I wish I could know for sure what she felt and all this. I mean I want people (everyone) to tell me the truth instead of me finding out..... Well I'm going to bed and I hope my day gets better in the morning. I hope everyone has a great weekend and night. NIGHT PEEPS!!
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dylan ,
ReplyDeletei just wish you would understand that i feel the same way also . but we fight a lot , and it kind of upsets me . i just wish we didnt fight as much . i wish everyday was like this saturday where we didnt fight at all .
well i miss you .. see you tomorrow .
love you baby .
-tiffany